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    August 27

    8月27日

    我不知不觉又徘徊在从前
    秋风悄悄的呼唤听来尽是孤单
    落叶的期盼片片左右为难
    心走寂寞攀跟著飘进黑暗

    我不闻不问也许好过一点
    被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延
    无望的空谈一声声的轻叹
    回忆扯不断怎黱摆脱纠缠

    找不到方向往彩虹天堂
    有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
    两个人相守直到白发苍苍
    自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

    找不到方向往彩虹天堂
    有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
    两个人相守直到白发苍苍
    自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光有你在我身旁
     
         那天送猫去象湖的路上,听着车内的music,突然想到这首刘畊宏的<彩虹天堂>,听过很多遍.很是喜欢这种幽怨的歌声.向大家诉说着伤心的往事.每每感动之余,总想用一种叫"眼泪"的东西陪衬.可是我已经忘记了该如何去哭泣...
         昨天在办公室接了一个不该接的电话,我不忍,所以我又一次面对了他.10几分钟,我躲在办公楼的楼梯口,听着他对我的哀怨.还有什么说的呢,一切都过去了,我真的不知道对于我来说,感情是什么东西.以前固执的认为在错误的时间遇见了对的人,现在....???什么都不是吧.
         现在的生活已经完全颠覆了,基本上每天玩到很晚回家,洗完澡后倒头就睡到床上,不用花时间去思考,也不想去思考问题.我要把自己的生活充实起来,因为我害怕,害怕心底的软弱孤寂.一次次告诉自己,不可能再回到从前.
         妈妈又开始吵着要玩了,我还是去准备下,晚上参加猫的生日party吧.转眼就22了....

     

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    是不是那种表面很充实,但内心还是很寂寞空虚的感觉
    我就是这样
    Sept. 5
    vivianwrote:
    下个月就是我的22啦。。时间真快。。。
    Aug. 31
    elevenwrote:
    我的22都过去了大半年。
    Aug. 28

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